The Painless Survival - Living Straightforward


Survival - and that is the goal, though hidden, behind every single move!

Is it not the seed of that sweet mango which we all long for ?
The seed which we throw away only to yearn for another sweet one tomorrow ?
Anything we do, the motive is survival, though hidden.

Is there a point in being selfless ?
Is there a point in compromising with life ?
Is there a point in survival ?
Why should one live, if it's not for the self.

All...after having been said and argued..,
There is only one path to THE survival. And that is destruction.
Subdue! all that comes in the way, the desire, the emotion, the ego, the complication, love, life, and what not! (all that comes on the way to divinity :P)

In simple words, in my own...
If one compromises today, that is a compromise for the rest of the life.
Is it not so simple ? Kill today to live today. Anything and everything that comes your way. Why should one sit in anticipation, to get hurt, or to get rejected ! Sting anybody, with the intention of causing damage or without it, who comes in the way. For its the only way to ...

PAINLESS SURVIVAL.

Think.... To Perish !!


India is a belief and so is America and so is any other country.

I am an artist, I dont paint and I dont act either. And I dont do anything that one artist does. I am an artist inside and I am an artist. What sort of an artist am I ?

You can call me an atheist if you would like to, as I dont believe in what you do !
I believe in God, but in the existance... not the way you do.
An atheist is an atheist because he does not believe in what ¨YOU¨, believe in.
GOD is a belief, and I see him the way I want to see.

So is my idea of Art and an artist. I am an artist and I think.

If one cannot think, how can we call him a living being.
We are different from the animals and that is the only one aspect that distincts us.
And when we do not live up to be wise enough to use it, how good are we?

Not any ! Why should we distinguish ourselves from the animals? We are then as good as they are !

To say, everything is a belief...
- You, me, and what we think about them and us
- What is right and what is wrong !
- Love and Pain
- Religion, Politics... again.. what not

It is the mind fighting the mind, and the mind winning the mind.
That is what is the accomplishment, and that too holds no meaning !


Godddddd. Well ! Stop living..... Coz there is nothing else that we do !
Its relief now...

Good / Bad - Its only guesses here !


You think what you thought! But I dont.
We differ here! and everywhere ?

Why is that the world has to be so cold and so unhealthy.

There must be a way out if not for an easy exit.

What is it, that they want to mean when they say there are ups and downs ? I really have a hard time differentiating, probably, because I am too ready for something that is not going to be good (in terms of this world, not mine). Coz, the good does not exist or is not seen. In my case, the good does not exist, I mean, not yet.
I, now, I feel deep inside that whatever it is good or bad, anything, it hardly matters to me.

This does not mean that I am cold or stone hearted, definitely not! I have emotions, and I have a lot. I can give a lot, and in turn I would like to expect something! not materialistic though, but something that soothes the heart, though in cases it would not matter if what I get is nothing ! Even that, at times, soothes! I only ask for something that soothes my heart.

This is getting too serious, people! Am not asking for the US dollars (hottest currency), or for Aishwarya Rai (.. my knowledge is the hottest lady on earth). I hope you understand, that it is not about money or sex, there is a lot more.

This is all so personal you would feel, but if you ask me
Everything is Personal
Now ! if you say ¨Come On, Please ! Stop this crap. ¨, I would call you a leech. You know what a leech is, or there are chances that you dont know, for all of us here do not know what we are. I do not blame you. For all of us are leeches from time to time. Hardly matters !

Well, now! Here you go, I cut my crap !!! Have Fun !!...

The Hope DOPE


I have been thinking about this thing for quite some time.

We all hope for something,
some fools try their best to get what they hope for, and when they dont make it, theres an other hope !!!
some fools try hard (any means) to attain what they hope for,
some fools want to hope and are not sure about what to hope for,
some fools die to never let their hope die,
some fools hope for what was never theirs and can never be

No no ! I am not trying to make out here, what kind of a fool I am. But YES!
I do hope !

Some make it and some break. And then some want to hope for all that is white and some want to hope for the black, for the feeling of going down is too gross to handle and black never lets anybody down.

The opportunists who seek the BLACK HOPE can sense a feeling of achievement here :)

And now I wonder, if hope had a color, what color would it be ?

Anybody and everybody can imagine a color for their hope !
I have discussed about this with a few of the best people I know.
My hope has a color that is all yellow, as yellow as the sunflowers.

I badly wish it to be black !!

Am back ! You see....


The unpatriotic feel!
that you might get here at times is too unnecessary.
Open Up ! Why bound yourself with discreet ideologies ?
Caste, Creed, Color, Language, Nation, Religion, Sex.. what not !!

Its a free world and you are a free MAN !
(This is what I am trying to convey here - Its a free world and you are a free HUman !)

In case you sense the difference, though petty, is full-toned, we are together. If you don't, the fault is mine, read the posts, smile and move on.

I love my country. And I would do anything for what I feel is right. I cant call it right to kill people(anybody) over anything. To be precise, to me its more like.. the slaughter thing is for the damn ego.